tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1160652433447471721.post3186165429294554075..comments2023-11-02T01:09:16.778-07:00Comments on Whimsical Musings of a Loon: MehSianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01824769328842130073noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1160652433447471721.post-27986967773664294432017-01-01T03:21:30.953-08:002017-01-01T03:21:30.953-08:00Thanks for your reply. I can resonate with a lot o...Thanks for your reply. I can resonate with a lot of that, like you wouldn't believe ��I'm really sorry to hear it. :( hopefully 2017 will be better :) it sounds like you're on the start of the tight track though.<br /><br />2015 ended badly for me and it's been hard getting back on the ladder. I've regressed considerably which then somehow makes me feel worse. I know the score to a degree but also my coping mechanisms are either now no longer working or I am actually no longer able to use them because of other health reasons. <br />Sometimes it feels as if things in the undertone of modern life aren't good for me. It's that feeling I'm endlessly searching for something and I don't even know what that thing is! All I know is I feel a fraud because I cannot correlate the me I think I am or want to be and the me I feel. The social media me Vs the Me that often wants to die. It's very confusing. <br />Rambling now but thanks for reading :) and big hugs.<br />XSianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01824769328842130073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1160652433447471721.post-622798898021247812016-12-31T11:01:48.007-08:002016-12-31T11:01:48.007-08:002015/2016 were very difficult for me. I experienc...2015/2016 were very difficult for me. I experienced a lot of loss in 2015 and 2016 was very stressful career-wise for me. I experienced what can really only be described as a psychotic break in the mid-part of this year. Pushed over the edge by a hair cut of all things! I have experience anxiety to the point where it's sometimes very difficult to leave my house. But if you were to look at my social media accounts...apparently I have a great life. Anyway, something had to give so I quit my job a week ago. 2017 has to be different for me somehow. When I was a kid I always imagined I would grow up to become a big deal. I was smarter than most and had a million and one ambitious ideas. Feel like such a failure really as I approach my 35th year. <br />I'm sorry you're going through this and I hope things improve for you. :-(<br />- HayleyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com